Summer Lovin had me a blast, Summer Lovin Happened so Fast. I met a boy, cute as can be!

O'Neil! Awe first like!!(Not love I was only what like 11?) Anyway, he was and continues to be a super nice guy! An underdog if you will. Just because you have the best education, looks, and money that doesn't make you NOT an underdog. He was an underdog because his parents lived and practically owned all the town of Anthony where alot of people teased and were mean to him. He did not attend school in town and actually attended public schools in El Paso and outta town military schools...........Impressive right?? Anyway he liked ME! And I liked him. I was SUPER brown, it was the 80's so just imagine.........I listened to the Cover Girls. Stevie B, Cyndi Lauper, Prince, you get the idea.....trendy radio music. I had braces, I was SUPER dark brown, I had that BIG ASS Aqua Net Hair and wore neon plastic shoes, lace gloves, and dressed like Madonna............Yeah..........NICE. He?? Awe................ he was Jake from 16 Candles. He had that surfer tan, he was a skateboarder, and he listened to Dexys Midnight Runners, Depeche Mode, Duran Duran, Bow Wow Wow.....................New Wave. NOBODY in Anthony listened or even knew what that was. Any how He took me to my first movie(my brother and his mother also went), and we played at his house, talked on the phone for hours............and he never knew how people teased me, hurt my feelings, called me a SLUT, and wanted me not to see him. I really liked him. Eventually, I was alot older 15-16? And I just spoke to him when he was in town, we wrote(and I still had this huge LIKE maybe a baby LOVE for him) But, I had an image to uphold in Anthony. I WAS A JERK! MEAN GIRL, ASSHOLE, BITCH, and I have always regreted. Sorry. He eventually came back to town, I was attending CHS and it was like GREASE, You know where Sandy and Danny sing Summer Loving. We ran into each other and dated ALL of my junior and senior year. BEST TIMES. Then I became a MEAN GIRL again when I was accepted to JWU in Providence RI.................................I WAS A DICK! And showed no consideration. Was it worth it? Naw...Carma has been a bitch. But......he was mean too. Not as bad as I was but he was, and he eventually broke my heart. I broke his so we're even.