Just because

Just because I love, latex.............Does not mean I like S n'M. I do not. I just love fetish clothing. Just because I love to talk about sex...........Does not mean I am a whore. I am not. Just because I am, a mother does not mean I cannot think about sex. I do. And I will until I do not feel sexy anymore. Just because I am older almost 40 does not mean I have to start knitting and planning my end. Just because I have a loud voice, speak at a fast speed and move quickly does not mean I am on crack or cocaine. (If that were the case many people I know would be smoking marijuana or on downers). Just because I am not the brightest color in the box, it does not mean I do not like to color. I LOVE TO COLOR...especially out of the lines. Just because all the lights are on but no one is home does not mean I could be hiding under the bed. And just because I am not a cookie does not mean I do not want to be dunked into milk and eaten. I do! Just because I do not knock at your door and preach the word of the lord does not mean that I do not believe in G_D. Because its one of the most important things in my life. And just because I do not speak about my kids, 24/7 does not mean I am not totally in love with my kids. I love em more than anything or anyone. They make me laugh, cry, and just plain frustrated, they help me live. And just because I do not look like a blow pop, that doesn’t mean...........you know where I am going with this right?

And just because I look hard on the outside..........It does not mean I am actually soft on the inside. But. I am. The truth is this.................I am tired of people asking me what I'm on, how I do all that I do, Give me some of what you’re taking and so on. Here It is. I have been diagnosed with adult ADHD and severe anxiety. No big surprise to me. Or to you right? So do I take the drugs? And become someone else. Or stay who I am? Many cannot wait for me to pop the first pills ASAP!